I quit my cover-story job. It wasn’t working out for half a dozen reasons. Primarily, the complete lack of work from the job that actually pays.
Andrew and I are done. He slept over last night and I had a horrible dream, and woke up yelling. He didn’t ask if I was ok. Instant Fail.
I’ve decided not to post the photos here. Sorry team. If someone who reads this, finds them on the net, then you know where I am. And I like this blog being anonymous. Oh, yeah, the pic above is not me… I’m not blond.
The other day I randomly met someone in the industry. We have mutual friends and we met at a party. A bit of drinking was involved conversation lead from one thing to another, then suddenly confessions. We’ve been hanging out. He doesn’t really do it much any more. But he’s offered to help me with my marketing and be my driver. For a fee of course. I don’t feel that this is unreasonable, nothing’s free. He said that I’m stupid not to have a driver. I agree with this, but, well, I just don’t have one. I don’t know anyone who would do it for a reasonable price. As well as someone who would be willing to get involved if need be. He’s making a good offer, if he can do what he says he can do. However. I have to make a choice. Choice 1: Continue to go through the agency, with his help in marketing, therefore I would be paying both him, and the agency, a total of approx 40%. Choice 2: Quit the agency (would they have me back if it didn’t work out?) get my independent license (10x the price of the agency license, money that I do not currently have, as my faux job has sucked me dry), and continue work in a legit manor. Choice 3: Cheat on my agency, risk getting caught by them and fired, and work illegally. Or the obvious Choice 4: Keep doing what I’m doing. I’m making good money, or will be again, now that I’m back to full time. And now that I have my photos up on line, I would like to see how much money they bring in. I have blurred out my face. He said I should have only covered the top half of my face, and shown the bottom half unblurred. I don’t think I want to do that. I like no part of my face showing. Making more money is awesome, but not when my parents aren’t talking to me cause I’m a whore. I will say though, he seems to know what he’s talking about. I’m thinking of going with Choice #4, see what the photos do for me, then Choice #1 for a trial period. Options are good.
What do you think?!?! What should I do? Email me, let me know! Alisonsblog2032@gmail.com
I think for now choice #4 is the way to go until things pick up again. Also, you have just met your new friend and don't have a solid basis for trusting that he actually will follow through on what he says he can do (trying to cover your ass for you, you trusting, wonderful woman). Also, as one of the chosen few to have seen some of the pictures from the shoot, they are fabulous and you look divine!!!!
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